Plans & Strategies

I believed in every move we make , it would be wise to plan ahead and strategize. There must always be a Plan B, Plan C, Plan D and if possible another Plan E.. Another extra 4 plans to counter any unforseen circumstances should be "safe", right gals and guys?

Anyway, what happen was I ran out of plans because I only had 2 or 3 extra plans but seems that I had more hurdles in my life than I hope for. I have to KaoTao (bow) to my destiny. I am not born with a silver spoon. More like work, and work your butt off. Back to my story, I used up all my marketing skills, not accounting skills because I suck at that category. Big time. A guy I met once told me he failed in his business because he hates maths, hates all the small prined figures in one sheet of paper.. I must admit he is one marketing master. He has the right product the right location for business the right crowd... everything from surface looks perfect. Till one day, his shop remained closed for days and later we found he and his whole family has moved away in the mddle of night!! It was very sad for all of us.. we all missed the food he served

So, in order for me to avoid all the ugly scenes, I have a few mentors and his story as a lesson I must keep in mind. Arming with these "shields", I am ready for my on going never ending of battle in my business , that is if I am not distracted by the unnecessaries. You see, I happen to be an emotional person. It sucks!! I can handle any problems except the ones link to emotional. It really sucks!! I tried to meditate but I cant concentrate. Everything is crowded in my mind. Gosh..... Worst of all, I regard betrayal from the person I placed my trust with, as a sin that's not worth forgiving. I know this is my weakness. I know if i learn to forgive I wouldnt suffer so much. But I also have this fear, if I forgive, then I forget, leads to me being absent minded and negligent, leads to me being betrayed again - worst if by the same person.. Any idea how i can improve so that I am bullet proof from this sort of unneccessary pain in my heart??