Tomorrow marks the end of 2011 and the same time we welcome 2012. I will be home alone ! Geezzzz..... i am feeling emo for what? Till couple of weeks ago, I decided to have a new motto "Myself come first" and "I don't care, I am not bothered, I don't give a damn anymore!" Well, it actually works . I felt better and happier. It did'nt last. I got caught into the trap again and again history repeats itself. My heart is beating faster, angrier.. angry at everything and everyone. I want to enjoy the feelings i had couple of weeks ago when i put myself in front for once.............
Friday, December 30, 2011
Give and Take
It is normal when couples gives and takes in a relationship in order to make it work but i never heard of both sides trying. Always, its only one sided. The other is usually more selfish and self centred. Their own feelings are more important, their own time is more precious, its always themselves come first. I guess the relationship will work if there is one that is dominant and another ; submissive
Saturday, December 24, 2011
CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS
ho. ho. ho. . . . .
Santa knows who's been good and who's been bad..
how do you usually spend your christmas day? many chose to spend quality time with family by going for dinner at some fancy restaurant (i did.. at least for this year, usually every year i sit in front of my tv with remote in my hand) Year after year on Christmas day i always thought to myself negatively eg i have no life as i am sitting in front of my tv and of coz remote in my hand, checked my hp for some sweet messages from those who have me in their minds when they send christmas messages to their dear ones... this year, my dad decided for us to go out for dinner at some fancy restaurant. I thought "oh, this year, its going to be different than all the previous years.. some happening finally" Yet during dinner, i feel weird seeing all of us so eager to go back as soon as possible. What quality time spent when not much was spoken, no sweet nothings been exchange or what not...
Though the dishes were fantastic, it was a boring night but..... it is tonight that i finally understood that christmas eve, or any other day would be fun as long as you have a friend who is humorous.. You see, i have a friend who is so humorous even though we are communicating via whatsapp only... i have been laughing exchanging messages with her the whole night which make the time passed so fast and i finally understood !!! it came to me that its not "what" day that is important , its actually how our days are spent.. laughter is great medicine for stress and tension . for those of us that thought we should be obligated to spend time with family members yet it was a lifeless gatherings, what's so meaningful about that if our hearts are not there, right?
so how about it guys and gals out there? lets try our best to give more laughters to those around us..
Santa knows who's been good and who's been bad..
how do you usually spend your christmas day? many chose to spend quality time with family by going for dinner at some fancy restaurant (i did.. at least for this year, usually every year i sit in front of my tv with remote in my hand) Year after year on Christmas day i always thought to myself negatively eg i have no life as i am sitting in front of my tv and of coz remote in my hand, checked my hp for some sweet messages from those who have me in their minds when they send christmas messages to their dear ones... this year, my dad decided for us to go out for dinner at some fancy restaurant. I thought "oh, this year, its going to be different than all the previous years.. some happening finally" Yet during dinner, i feel weird seeing all of us so eager to go back as soon as possible. What quality time spent when not much was spoken, no sweet nothings been exchange or what not...
Though the dishes were fantastic, it was a boring night but..... it is tonight that i finally understood that christmas eve, or any other day would be fun as long as you have a friend who is humorous.. You see, i have a friend who is so humorous even though we are communicating via whatsapp only... i have been laughing exchanging messages with her the whole night which make the time passed so fast and i finally understood !!! it came to me that its not "what" day that is important , its actually how our days are spent.. laughter is great medicine for stress and tension . for those of us that thought we should be obligated to spend time with family members yet it was a lifeless gatherings, what's so meaningful about that if our hearts are not there, right?
so how about it guys and gals out there? lets try our best to give more laughters to those around us..
Friday, December 23, 2011
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