Give and Take

It is normal when couples gives and takes in a relationship in order to make it work but i never heard of both sides trying. Always, its only one sided. The other is usually more selfish and self centred. Their own feelings are more important, their own time is more precious, its always themselves come first. I guess the relationship will work if there is one that is dominant and another ; submissive

Tomorrow marks the end of 2011 and the same time we welcome 2012. I will be home alone ! Geezzzz..... i am feeling emo for what? Till couple of weeks ago, I decided to have a new motto "Myself come first" and "I don't care, I am not bothered, I don't give a damn anymore!" Well, it actually works . I felt better and happier. It did'nt last. I got caught into the trap again and again history repeats itself. My heart is beating faster, angrier.. angry at everything and everyone. I want to enjoy the feelings i had couple of weeks ago when i put myself in front for once.............