It is the last month of the year. It is near to 1st of Jamiary of the coming new year
What do you want?
All I want for Christmas is Love. For me , i longed for unconditional love. The kind of man that does not put himself before me. Everyone has their up and down times. I am not good at delivering the message verbally. This blog helps me to expressu feelings , my inner self
This year seems to be my i.. How do i e
Explain... somehow the worst ever year for me.. Well, it is not due to health . I know if it is due to health it will really kill me . This year... I failed in work , in relationship , in friendship... Everything i touches turns black (not gold , mind you)
People i met this year ... How do i say this , mostly bad but there are some good ones of course
I longed for something that is free and ever ready if it comes from the right guy. Problem is it always came from the wrong ones !!! 😖
I want a guy to show me be truly care for me' just one day. One day it is all about me. Not having to wait in line or queue for an uncertain period of time' just once it is about me. Just once i am not cast aside at the last minute after having put on hold everything for him' Just once it is about Me! Especially now, this 2013zzz it has been neay 365 days, i have felt affections from those i do not share same with. Is it my wrong to show more affections than them to me when i am in cloud 9? Now is it my wrong to sit back and wait for them to realise i need those kind affection or love back at this time. It is free. It is super charged with power to bring me forward . It can give me the guidance in life. If may lead me to success. It is the light to my path now.... Please God! I tries to be good .. As good as i can be
Can i now have some peace?
